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Lost in the Illusion

by AJ Fortuna

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1.
Waking Up 02:24
In the midst of my darkness and insecurities, you came along to guide me. I'll never forget what you’ve done for me, as my spirit lives on forever and an eternity. I stand steadfast and bold; my light body never grows old. I have to live my life thru, and I thank you. I thank you. I have traveled down the rabbit hole in the dark, and in my mind it has left a mark. There is something calling me, that makes me want to believe. I have seen the future and days of old, it looked like computer code. Decipher I need to do, but will it come true? Sometimes I don't feel OK, I live my life anyway. It's all OK, Ehh. I live my life anyway. It’s OK, It’s Ok it’s all OK, OK. I live my life anyway. It’s OK, It’s OK, It's all OK, Ehh. I felt Ten thousand bolts of lightning building in my heart while we were far apart. But you are traveling close now and I am wide open and to my heart I vow. From the edge and into the abyss of night, I left my body and took flight. Freedom is just a word that doesn’t concern me because my spirit is free to move onward. Sometimes I need to slow down, and turn around. The situation put me here, now my mind is fully clear without fear. My heart is open and there is hope again. And I feel like a child out in the woods running wild. Sometimes I don't feel OK, I live my life anyway. It's all OK, Ehh. I live my life anyway. It’s OK, It’s Ok it’s all OK, OK. I live my life anyway. It’s OK, It’s OK, It's all OK, Ehh.
2.
You’re the one. Even if you’re scared. Eh, I know you darling you care Please don’t bring me down. Oh, Even if you’re scared. Eh, Please don’t bring me down. Today is another day, I go on anyway. Sometimes I see the darkness in the world, the truth will be unfurled. To many demons in the air, I don't have time for fear. The darkness surrounds me, looking for the great cause to set me free. We are all in this together, for ever and ever. We will all win; the root of evil is sin. So shines a good deed in a weary world. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst parts in your life. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst parts in your life. Mr. Wonka. Living my life for the minute, the devil wants to get into it. I have no time for fear, the great cause is near. Often when I wake up I cry, maybe it's better if I just die. But I don't want to die, gonna give it my all and stay alive. It's coming like a nuclear blast, evil will be destroyed fast. Mr. Wonka. We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst part in your life. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst parts in your life. Mr. Wonka. Life exist on the other side, open your eyes wide. Lift the veil; do you want the truth to be reveled? Something is coming soon, like some kind of big boom. Open your eyes now, to the Devil do not bow. Let's walk together, put your hand in mine sister and brother. So shines a good deed in a weary world. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst parts in your life. Come, show me your fears, show me your scares, let me see the worst parts in your life. Mr. Wonka.
3.
I don't understand the plan although it is right here in my right hand. It wants to unfold and come true but I move fast so I won't loose. Destiny is calling me back to the center where I can be free. Like the roots of an old Oak tree I remain grounded forever like eternity. I don't want to turn my back for a minute and get back in it. Outside the borders there seems to be more order. There is no top or bottom and I see the colors of autumn. Action reaction. Cause and effect. The great cause breathes on planet earth, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. A new age will be birthed, will be birthed, yeah, yeah. Planet Earth will be OK, Ok. It's all gonna be OK, OK, Everything will be OK, OK Yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. The walls have no end and reality is beginning to bend. Further down the rabbit hole my light body wants to go. Back to the beginning where there is no ending. Behind the Abyss I will certainly miss. Traveling further into the light I feel incredible power and might. The Universe seems small compared to it all. The great cause of all causes never pauses. The effect is in motion and I do full rotation. The plan has been with me the whole time right in the center of my mind. Causality. Action reaction. Cause and effect. The great cause breathes on planet earth, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. A new age will be birthed, will be birthed, yeah, yeah. Planet Earth will be OK, Ok. It's all gonna be OK, OK, Everything will be OK, OK Yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Causality. Causality. Action reaction. Cause and effect. Everything will be OK, OK Yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
4.
Dancing to the Moonlight. Stars in the Moonlight. We’re young, we’re young, we’re young and free. We’re wild, we’re wild, we’re wild and free. My weapon is my pen it is you that I will defend. Everything depends on your point of view; you will see it in the review. Learn everything there is to learn before you return. No one ever said it was going to be easy, nothing worthwhile is ever easy, you feel me? You the collective will make it but first you must break it. Drop the victim mentality and open your mind to a new reality. Increase in Knowledge and wisdom and yours is the kingdom. Learn to say goodbye and connect with the high vibes. We’re young, we’re young, we’re young and free. We’re wild, we’re wild, we’re wild and free. The warrior in you will rise, will rise. The Warrior is alive. Is alive, is alive. You are the Warrior and you are alive. You are alive. Now rise, rise, rise! You can bend reality and reprogram this insanity. Whether we reset the matrix or not you have to give it a shot. Look for likeminded people to connect, come together and stand erect. Take a look around, many good spirits are down but this will be all turned around. The purpose of the fight must come from you; your spirit is the glue. Look closer to the sky, fight out of self-respect and walk with your head high. Be fearless and trust what you see as wise and the Warrior in you will arise. Die like a Lion and die well my friend, it's your choice until the very end. We’re wild, we’re wild, we’re wild and free. The warrior in you will rise, will rise. The Warrior is alive. You are the Warrior. You are alive! You are alive! Now rise, rise, rise! Rise, rise, rise, rise! We’re young, we’re young, we’re young and free. We’re wild, we’re wild, we’re wild and free. Ay, ay, ay, oh, oh, oh, oh. We’re young and free.
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If God is with me, who is against me? If God is with me, who is against me? What a blessing to have this pain and suffering. Life is just a game. The game isn't real but I know you think it is such a big deal. Reality is bigger than you and I, why can’t I see why? Life is an illusion; I need to break free from the delusion. I want to come together and live forever. I want to be united as one, just like a bullet from a gun. In the Matrix I try to run, but I decided I am gonna stay here and have fun. All you need to do is believe in yourself. Yeah. Your knowledge and your spirit hold the wealth. Yeah. The key to what you’re looking for is inside of yourself. Yeah. You hold the wealth, you hold the wealth. Know thyself. Thyself. Know thyself. Thyself. Know thyself and go on! Yeah. Go on. Yeah. Go on Yeah. I wonder why I hold in my cries? I turn around for a minute and the demons want to get into it. But in my mind and in a fast past, I will destroy the whole demon race. I don’t know what I’m doing anyway; I just wake and face the day. It's all OK I must live my life anyway. It's all OK I must live my life anyway. There’s not much I can do about it but to enjoy my life and forget about it. I look for the answers so I look to the sky I think I found the reason why. Now I know that life is limitless and I should believe in myself and focus on kindness. In the abyss I have to carry on, I don’t worry because soon I will be gone. I will be gone. I will be gone. All you need to do is believe in yourself. Yeah. Your knowledge and your spirit hold the wealth. Yeah. The key to what you’re looking for is inside of yourself. Yeah. You hold the wealth, you hold the wealth. Know thyself. Thyself. Know thyself. Thyself. Know thyself and go on! Yeah. Go on. Yeah. Go on Yeah. Go on Yeah.
6.
I closed my eyes and I was taken to the other side. I drew back the curtain and the knowledge hit me for certain. I realized that the world was sleeping and the darkness was deepening. The spell had been cast and its effect were vast. You will make it even though you feel you can't take it. The light will fill your mind; no longer will you be blind. The Universe is on your side, just enjoy the ride. Over and over again I tried to make it but I kept feeling fast vibrations and I just couldn't take it. Then one rainy day it hit me, my mind opened up and I was set free. I summoned a red and black spaceship and it took me on a long trip. Through the Universe we traveled and that's when everything unraveled. You will make it even though you feel you can't take it. The light will fill your mind; no longer will you be blind. The Universe is on your side, just enjoy the ride. While I was in space flying around, I realized that I had cut corners, compromised and let other people down. Moving forward using all my breath, never gonna settle for second best. The Being told me not to relent because one day there would be a special event. I made a vow to help the Human Race, and it's happening at a steady pace. You will make it even though you feel you can't take it. The light will fill your mind; no longer will you be blind. The Universe is on your side, just enjoy the ride. I tried and tried, Spirit heard my cries and I was shown a future that was opened wide. It's the Human trait to live in a World without hate. Now I know the deceit and lies will come to an end and die. The future looks bright and full of light. You will make it even though you feel you can't take it. The light will fill your mind; no longer will you be blind. The Universe is on your side, just enjoy the ride. The ride. The ride.
7.
The story goes deep; it is unraveled in my sleep. Day by day I explore and I continue to learn more and more. I want to figure it all out, so I know the truth without a doubt. I see a vision of the future that looks bright but there is an alternate path that would not be right. And when you wake up, more wakefulness. Its consciousness. Nothing can happen to you. You see you’re everything. You’re like a bold wind storm and the roar of a Lion. You are the Universe and the Universe is you. Stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. And stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. You are like the bold wind storm and a roar of a Lion. How do we make it right without a fight. I'm not sure how it will unfold but we must remain bold. The course of actions are just a distraction. Help is on the way do not be dismayed. And when you wake up, more wakefulness. Its consciousness. Nothing can happen to you. You see you’re everything. You’re like a bold wind storm and the roar of a Lion. You are the Universe and the Universe is you. Stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. And stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. You are like the bold wind storm and a roar of a Lion. If the future falls of course, the movement of time will be reversed. It's in the hands of the divine beings they will show us the meaning. The deities have the power just like the strong tower. They must carefully engage in retrospect and make the evaluation before they inject. And when you wake up, more wakefulness. Its consciousness. Nothing can happen to you. You see you’re everything. You are the Universe and the Universe is you. Stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. And stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. You are like the bold wind storm and a roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. So the honorable story will be told and its effect will unfold. God's tears and divine hand will lay vengeance on those who have poisoned and hurt man. Look no further the fire is right around the corner and in fast pace it will burn the whole demon race. You will wake up one day and there will be a huge victory parade. And when you wake up, more wakefulness. Its consciousness. Nothing can happen to you. You see you’re everything. You’re like a bold wind storm and the roar of a Lion. You are the Universe and the Universe is you. Stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. And stay strong because the honorable story will come true. Will come true. You are like the bold wind storm and a roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. And the roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. And the roar of a Lion. Roar of a Lion. And the roar of a Lion. And the roar of a Lion.
8.
What is life worth living without you; Spirit put me back together with holy glue. Seems I live a lonely life but thankfully it goes along without strife. My emotions are deployed and I return to the unavoidable void. Intensions are set, but my goals are not yet met. Close your eyes you’ve seen too much even though you haven’t seen enough. It’s much bigger then you and me but do not fear because soon the truth will set us all free. Getting used to this suffering and pain, I hope my efforts in life do not go in vain. Thinking I am making a difference in life but it seems to be just an appearance of sight. The illusion fills my mind but steadfast I remain un-blind. The truth seems to follow me but it never seems to set me free. Close your eyes you’ve seen too much even though you haven’t seen enough. It’s much bigger then you and me but do not fear because soon the truth will set us all free. Vanity I gave up a long time ago, I had to destroy my ego. Eternity is a long time for this illusion to unwind. Humbly I go about my days always with my mind I a distance haze. Lack of reasoning has left me cold, but my spirit stands bold. Close your eyes. You’ve seen too much. Soon the truth will set us all free. I’m ready, willing and able for the future to come to a close like the death of a rose. I know with all my heart that the light will be the winner after we take out the dark that is beginning to become dimmer. We all just have to hang tight and never relent to the powers that be. Keeping are wits rooted like an Oak Tree. The end is close at hand and it will close with the sound of a Military Marching Band. Close your eyes you’ve seen too much even though you haven’t seen enough. It’s much bigger then you and me but do not fear because soon the truth will set us all free.
9.
I know this thing called life has been hard on you and us all. But don't let this evil mess trip you up and make you fall. The current dark energies are making you stronger. You will be weak in the mind and soul no longer. You need this pain and suffering to help you overcome. But you need to persevere and go the distance to find true freedom. Be patient and bold. Soon the answers will unfold. For my ally is the Force. And a powerful ally it is. Life greats it. Music Box, Music Box, your mind and soul are opening like a Music Box without resistance. Playing simple notes and vibrating! Ah yes, enchanting notes of truth that will vibrate and ring thru the entire Human existence. You know that you have been here before. This is just a process to help you restore. You are stronger then you can imagine and see. You just forgot how to let your powerful magic be free. Your true essence is energy much like God. You have the power; you hold the staff and the rod. That glorious speck of God energy is in you. It came at birth when you were born into. Makes us grow. Its energy surrounds us. Combines us. Music Box, Music Box, your mind and soul are opening like a Music Box without resistance. Playing simple notes and vibrating! Ah yes, enchanting notes of truth that will vibrate and ring thru the entire Human existence. One day you will remember your true power and glory. From heaven will come the unedited story. Something amazing is coming to your World. Like a beautiful lotus flower it will soon be unfurled. Evil turmoil will not continue like this for very long. God has had enough injustice and doing wrong. Other worldly beings will show you the proof. Like a bolt of lightning will come the truth. Luminous beings are we. Not this crude matter. You must feel the force around you. Music Box, Music Box, your mind and soul are opening like a Music Box without resistance. Playing simple notes and vibrating! Ah yes, enchanting notes of truth that will vibrate and ring thru the entire Human existence. The old way of thinking is outdated. Your mind and reality are going to be upgraded. New colors, light, and energy will be coming into this Dimension. The Human Race will witness a revelation. Beings from far, far away will be here soon. Planet Earth will be transformed into a golden Utopia and bloom. Darkness and evil will no longer rule your consciousness and reality. You will break free from this evil abyss with your new found abilities. Feel the force around you. Here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere. Music Box, Music Box, your mind and soul are opening like a Music Box without resistance. Playing simple notes and vibrating! Ah yes, enchanting notes of truth that will vibrate and ring thru the entire Human existence.

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